I want something to take with me to college to kind of “have my family with me” cause even though I fuss about them, they are so important to me. I looked at options and a tattoo was too much (and i’m a baby) so I want a family ring, so I am saving up money for this one, and it’s little so I can still wear my class ring on my ring finger too. :)
antarcticatomorrow asked: I'm going to be a freshman at GMU next year :)) just made the decision. so excited!
yayyy! I am also going to be a freshman there, go patriotsss! what is your intended major?
I literally don’t know what to do.
I hate my body. I literally despise it. I stand in the mirror and pick out every flaw, and I am so desperate to be skinny again. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS. No one I know knows what it feels like to lose 75 to 80 lbs and then watch it creep back on. People can say I’m not trying and I’m letting myself go, but to gain back 30 pounds is so much that people to notice and people can lie to me all they want and say they dont notice, but I’m sure things get said behind my back. I don’t know what to do. I’m trying to diet, but I HATE DIETING. It is torture, because I know what I am missing out on. I am addicted to food I think, and right now with so many photo ops coming up I just want to be skinny. I’m really not happy with myself and I bought some hydroxycut pills tonight to try and kick start this shit but my mom said she wants me to return them, and WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO. I am desperate. My face is fat. My body is flabby. My thighs are too big. I am a walking blob of flubber and I just want to be skinny again. And no one understands. I don’t want to eat anymore. I don’t want to be the fat girl. I want people to go “oh look at that pretty girl” rather than fake a smile because they don’t want to hurt my feelings. If I had the money to get this all surgically removed I probably would, because really, I am an embarassment. And I am probably should be on the treadmill instead of writing this but I’m not. I wish I was pretty. I wish I could workout more. I wish I was better. I’m sorry.
The secret to long-lasting relationships is not having a perfect and harmonious love affair. It is not how less often you fight, not because of the number of similarities and the things you both like doing together nor the number of mistakes you did. Those things count but it is the faith that keeps you going. A relationship would last if both of you are willing not to give up, if both of you are willing to stand up and still try every time one of you or both of you fall. You should not lose hope when you are struck with problems along the way. Give each other hope and hold on as long as you can.
